Christmas Sketches 2009 [ Wed, 16 Dec 4:23pm ] kihanna [ mood | busy ] 1. Orlina for sharyamato 2. OC for eslington 3. Tim/Zatara for faile_neume 4. Tama for poutmeter 5. Dick and Supergirl for kchark 6. Something Dead Rising for juri_anne 7. Lov and Butch for cloverspanties 8. The Flash for onesillyrabbit 9. Christmas Boostle for silverazrael 10. Impulse for rizumcbutt 11. Mistral and Black Rose for jigglygrlcarrie 12. Frei for charmwitch 13. Merlin/random OC for josshouse 14. Fuura Kafuka for petit 15. Her and her BF for kula 16. US JAMMIN' for dia_aren_marie 17. Guy/Ice for rocketkatze 18. Steampunk for solobutterfly 19. Steph and Damian for youngavenger 20. Kamen Rider!Daisy for pixelphile 21. Something Pokemon for flauta_de_pollo 22. Something Esteban for pollums 23. Albireo and Lycoris for albireo 24. Jaime Reyes and Kara for milleniumrex 25. Crocodile for catalus913 26. Her and her guy for oddensesantly 27. Xigbar and Demyx for daikenkai ( CHRISTMAS SKETCHES ARE DONE!!! ) HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! 58 comments|post comment

It's a maze of deceit that everyone weaves. [ Tue, 15 Dec 6:03pm ] bentpaperclip [ mood | confused ] I hate how all my entries have been about the same thing as of late. It is what it is now thought and hopefully I won't look back with regret later. There will always be issues and doubts and a certain curiosity as to what cognitive process goes on in there. But I think I can lay it to rest now. I hate having two people battling in my head all the time. Logical vs emotional. Or in Freudian terms Ego vs ID probably. One side of me is always over analyzing and finding the negative part of anything. It always seeks to make me doubt myself feel like no one cares. The logical side is always playing mother hen to that voice Bringing up the positive to combat it and then carefully explaining why factually the negative isn't true or not as big of a deal as the other one is trying to convince. But my logical side seems to rarely win. The irrational comes out eventually makes me confront the person on the basis that I can atleast ask. Even though there is no logical reason why I should. I wish my ego was larger. Stronger. Faster. Harder. Dun duh dun. Sometimes I wish I could just stop thinking. post comment

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